15 February 2007

You know...

Since yesterday was Valentine's Day, I did an awful lot of thinking.

3 years ago I was in a horrible marriage.
2 years ago I was freshly divorced (less than a month) and so damn happy to be on my own. Just me, my pets and that's it.
1 year ago I was blah. Where was I? Divorced and it was just me and my pets. What had seemed so fun before now kinda sucked.
Now, I have a great man in my life. We are buying a house. Eveyrhting is great.

Except I am having a hard time with everything. Not with the house or with Mark. But with me.

How do you escape this feeling? I can think of a million reasons why I love Mark. But only a handful of why I love me.

2 comments:

Jenny said...

Meditation, medicine, chocolate, therapy.

Or if you're me, a combination of all 4.

You rock, girl. Give yourself credit for how awesome you are.

Heather said...

Get rid of that stinkin' thinking! Whenever you feel like that, force yourself to make a list of 5 things you like about yourself. It will make you feel a lot better.
for what its worth, I love your posts and I am happy that you are with someone who you love. Keep on keepin' on!